Recently always falling ill and the visit to the doctor yesterday makes me ponder about the above question even more.
The doctor kept on asking what my job scope was and if I feel stressed while at work. When I denied I was suffering from stress, he said "You may not think you are not suffering from stress but your body and mind may not agree consciously." That got me thinking about if I am feeling stress.
I admit that of late, more often than not, I have been thinking about not going to work, or to take MC or just simply, reluctant to head to work. Stress, not so much, I mean I feel ok when I reached my work place, except to wonder how to make time pass faster if I am sort of free on hand. In my past job, I could have surfed the net or maybe play with the equipments and just have someone to talk to without having my boss to turn around every few minutes to see what I was doing.
Any job that starts perhaps around 9am and ends around 6 to 6.30pm? Preferably near my house also. And with a salary of maybe around 2k or more? =x Fat hope I know, but one can still dream and wish right?
Few years back when I have to wake up at 6am, I kept complaining. Now I have to wake at 7am and I am still complaining. Wonder if 8am is better? Everyday (when I head to work of cos) I will start off by writing in my notebook "I wish I will land my dream job by 2013." If there's a job that interest me, I think I'd forgo the distance or maybe even wake up a little bit earlier but I am still not gonna compromise the salary. Wish I know what is my interest though... Sigh...
The doctor kept on asking what my job scope was and if I feel stressed while at work. When I denied I was suffering from stress, he said "You may not think you are not suffering from stress but your body and mind may not agree consciously." That got me thinking about if I am feeling stress.
I admit that of late, more often than not, I have been thinking about not going to work, or to take MC or just simply, reluctant to head to work. Stress, not so much, I mean I feel ok when I reached my work place, except to wonder how to make time pass faster if I am sort of free on hand. In my past job, I could have surfed the net or maybe play with the equipments and just have someone to talk to without having my boss to turn around every few minutes to see what I was doing.
Any job that starts perhaps around 9am and ends around 6 to 6.30pm? Preferably near my house also. And with a salary of maybe around 2k or more? =x Fat hope I know, but one can still dream and wish right?
Few years back when I have to wake up at 6am, I kept complaining. Now I have to wake at 7am and I am still complaining. Wonder if 8am is better? Everyday (when I head to work of cos) I will start off by writing in my notebook "I wish I will land my dream job by 2013." If there's a job that interest me, I think I'd forgo the distance or maybe even wake up a little bit earlier but I am still not gonna compromise the salary. Wish I know what is my interest though... Sigh...
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