Satisfaction

This is one word that I dare say no one, at least none that I know of, have truly "own" it. By the definition of own, I meant having it. We always want something, no matter how big or small.

And after we gotten something, there will always be something else that pops out and it will be deja vu again.

Horrid cycle? Or too much desire? Or never ending greed? But then again, it's such a feeling that makes us aim higher. At the same time, it can be also the thing that break us as well.

Almost like "is the cup half full or half empty?", everyone have different views don't they?

Something that I desire a lot for a long time now, something that will put an end to most, if not, all of the others dissatisfaction. If I get that to be true, it may very well give me the utmost satisfaction perhaps, albeit it may be built on the emotions of others.

Suddenly have a scene in my head, a tiny little red apple, slowly turning black, never able to go back.