Looking out at the weather right now, the whole sky seems to be covered in grey clouds. Then it dawned on me. My mood is as dark, if not, darker than the sky out there.
It appears that everytime when I read or see something that pissed me off, it always happens after my mood has gone down the bad mood region.
Not surprising to say, I am in no mood for anything but having deep dark thoughts for those who infuriated me.
Then I began to wonder, if I am really that evil?
My only answer to that is, it depends. On how angry I am, how upset I become, and who is the person in question that is involved, directly or indirectly for my... volcanic temper.
Makes me think back of a testimonial that my belove Deborah sis had wrote once about me.
She said I had an explosive personality and if gotten mad, its like bomb going off. Can't deny about that and after all these years, this side of me still stays.
Sigh, I will tolerate more for half an hour at least then time to head off...
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